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Sunday, 07 September 2008

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    Vol. 3: The Subliminal Verses
    By Slipknot
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    Cucarachas!

    It's been a while since I last blogged here on my xanga, but I feel a surge coming on that can only impact it positively :)

    So much has happened since last post... I moved out of the university dorms and into this pleasant gated community here in Miami, but last week I had to change apartments because one roommate was a total tyrant/psycho/beast (beware! beware!). Now my roommate and I are settled into our new 2-bedroom apartment which has been repainted and scrubbed to fit our approval prior to our move-in. It's nice not having the cranky FIU f--k around, but we have this other problem: our OTHER inhabitants the cockroaches.

    Apparently, once wet season hits in Florida these guys along with mosquitoes come out to play in numbers, and it's not at all unusual to have a few skitter around the home during this time. I have to say, though bugs in general don't bug me (pun not intended), these things do. They're fugly, they're creepy, and they don't belong here in my room. We unfortunately ran out of Raid Ant and Roach Killer spray a few days ago when I had to kill one so I made sure to pick up a new can at Publix coming home from the boring morning shift at work.

    Thank god I did. I hit the treasure trove in the apartment when I was spray this crack underneath the kitchen sink which was scary; at least four of 'em scattered out at me. I'm not one of those squealy types of girls, but geeeeez, different story when it comes to killing and then disposing of cockroach carcass. It's like when they die, they keep twitching for a little while following the lethal spray of Raid and spew out this inky black stuff... hope it doesn't stain. It's gross nonetheless, having to kill 7 by hand in one evening. I'm more worried about these bastards than I ever was about Hurricane Ike. I wonder how loud my roommate will squeal when she gets home in a few. >.>

Friday, 25 April 2008

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    Zombies! Aliens! Vampires! Dinosaurs!
    By Hellogoodbye
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    WOOT! NEW LAYOUT! AND IT'S ORANGE!!! :D Makes me happy.

    I don't know what to say except that I'm sleepy... it's been tough trying to get to sleep with a zillion things racing through my head at night and despite me telling myself I can't do much about it right now, sleeplessness persists. Then you've got the environmental-vacuum trucks waking me up; that was unpleasant.

    Should probably go back to doing homework... there's a lot of it still sitting there staring at me :(

Thursday, 03 April 2008

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    Let Go
    By Paul van Dyk, Rea Garvey
    Let Go
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    Remains the Same

    I haven't written anything for quite some time, though it should come as no surprise since pretty much everybody does that sooner or later. Much has changed, much has stayed the same lately. I've just recently started the spring 2008 quarter, meaning I'm nearly a sophomore here at MIU. The annoying roommate from hell departed a few weeks ago and life has been both blissful though a bit lonely back in my room. Enrolled and rockstarred bartending school... now to find a steady spot to call work. Spring break was boring, though Ultra Music Festival would have been worth the $150 admission had I not been working there. Made a couple new friends and have lost some along the way.

    In summary, life is continuing on as it should.

Friday, 18 January 2008

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    MACHINA/The Machines of God
    By The Smashing Pumpkins
    Stand Inside Your Love
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    5:18

    Whenever I’m asked what age I would like to be, my answer is always either 20-something for more freedoms and wisdom. Or, if in a simple state of mind, I’ll say I would like to be 5 years old again.

    I remember being kindergarten age and five years old, the infamously shy girl with the purple Teenage Mutant Ninja Turtles backpack I got at a tag sale, all mad that I never got a snack in my lunchbox from my mom, playing with the wooden blocks while chewing on my long hair (yeah, it was a weird bad habit). I liked George Thorogood, Ozzy Osbourne, Kiss, and definitely AC/DC… most memorable thanks to Ashleigh saying she was going to tell on me for swearing because I was singing along to “Highway to Hell.” :P I was afraid of down escalators and the big slide at school, I loved my pet cat Abu, I adored Dylan from Beverly Hills 90210 and Tommy the White Power Ranger, and the best place to eat out at would forever be Abdow’s on Boston Road, complete with hugs to the statue of Big Boy in the parking lot.



    Despite all that good stuff I had at a young age I was always full of little woes and looking ahead to the future, honestly believing I would never make it to graduation just because I couldn't picture myself much older than maybe 12 years old, tops.

    One night I remember in particular; I was sitting in my mom's lap in the kitchen after dinner, upset and crying to her that I was ugly.
    "But everyone says you look like me. Now you don't think I'm ugly, do you?"
    "No..."
    As supportive as the convo was, it didn't really stop me from believing that if I did manage to survive to adulthood somehow, I would live alone and independent from anyone and everyone else with little companionship outside of perhaps some animals... I wanted three cats at the time in a countryside home with a lot of space. I just didn't believe anyone would ever get to know me well enough to love me and only me, and at the same time, that I'd be able to deal with having some person around annoying me 24/7.

    But things change. I'm not 5 anymore, I'm 18.
    Abu got hit by a car.
    I moved from the classic rock scene to 'N Sync and Hanson.
    Abdow's got bulldozed and replaced by Bickford's.
    I walked past the big slide in eighth grade. It's maybe only 6 feet tall.
    I suppose I'm not so ugly anymore. :P
    I no longer wish to grow up to live alone... I'll need someone to open those blasted bottles of Tylenol for me, an impossible task for me 99% of the time... and wake me up if the smoke detector goes off during the night. God knows I won't hear it.

Thursday, 17 January 2008

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    Essential Mozart: 32 Of His Greatest Masterpieces
    Yeah that's right, Mozart!!
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    For the first time in what seems like eternity... in actuality, a few months... I'm so incredibly stoked (and I hate using that word... stoked...) about a new idea I have for a video. I just love it when creativity randomly strikes me, now I'm so hyped up to churn it out and edit it up nicely. It's going to be a music video of course, that is becoming my specialty nowadays.

    It's partially inspired by a weird but memorable movie I saw the other night, "Requiem for a Dream" just without the raw, nasty footage. I want to start making it tomorrow afternoon after post-production class lets out... yay!!!

    (I'll try again to write every day now Mom)

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